I thought I knew who I was and then I got to know myself on another level. There is such depth and mystery to my Self and I suspect I have even more to learn about myself yet. Many times throughout my 20's and 30's, I felt as though I had no idea who I really was. I had no idea back then what I did or didn't like, or what I did or didn't want. I was so conditioned to do as I was told that I had almost stopped thinking for myself. It was a horrid feeling to believe I had no power of any kind and I felt as united with that powerlessness as if I breathed it into my lungs. In fact I did breathe it in, in the form of cigarettes, for decades.
When I stopped smoking last August everything changed. It was amazing because I became aware that I wanted abuse gone from my life for good, that I love myself too much now to let anyone abuse me again. That's when I really knew that I was abusing myself through smoking and other modern drugs like sugar, chemicals and processed foods. I'm not unintelligent, I knew these things were not good for me, I just suddenly saw with real certainty that I was abusing myself with them. I knew then that it had to stop. I knew then that if I stopped abusing me, no one else would be able to either. As I took my stand against abuse, I became the change I wanted to see, just like my favourite Ghandi quote.
Since then .......Cont'd at......https://www.facebook.com/JhundiP/posts/1007834059292628:0
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