I recognise that my experience of life is just too huge right now and I'm not even sure I am filtering it in a way that makes it palatable for others in which case they may automatically reject it (and me). They will reflect on it later and 'download' what they can within their own parameters, just as I do, and I need to accept that and let go of the need to control it so I can love the experience more fully and learn from it in the most loving way possible.