9 Aug 2011

hoping for a better day

Had a rough night last night.  Terrible stomach cramps and so hardly slept at all, feel like crap and really, really want a cig but not gunna have one anyway.  I had one in my dreams last night which freaked me out, especially coz I went to the house from hell to have the smoke (where I grew up).  I imagine there is a message in it somewhere but I am too tired and stressed to look right now - gotta finish packing and get my butt in the car :(  I just don't feel like it today.

xoxoxojxoxoxo

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